im hungry. i want something to eat right now. im reading everything is illuminated and it butchers the english language. like for example “I am a very premium person, yes?” and “The dog is masticating it’s tail.” Man… I am so hungry… im going to go to the girls dorm and get some bap, kimchi, and kim. bye.
Okay, I’ve decided… my fasting will be:
only check facebook on Sunday. that’s not bad, right??
Jane i dont know how to put comments on here but i havent used facebook in like forever until today. im glad that im not using facebook, facebook is a time consumer. im happily doing my work and hanging out with everyone here, and i am also going with someone to banquet well see ya i need to finish my tarea de matematicas y religion. ciao Su Amigo, Carlos :)
This is a rhapsody full of the emotion I feel every day
For the people who have always supported me
Let my appreciation reach you
Thank you for everything, thank you so much
No matter where you are, I’m grateful to you
I was walking down the street at the time when the sunset stained the town in red
In the evening when the crowd pf people passing by grows bigger
For some reason I stopped and stood still
Your cellphone manner filled
The void in my heart
You’re not alone
Everyone supports each other
I was anxious about the instability of the future
And the, without saying anything, you softly held out your hand
My sadness halved, my happiness doubled
And I swore that of ever our positions were reversed
I’d run to your side right away
This is a rhapsody full of the emotion I feel every day
For the people who have always supported me
Let my appreciation reach you
Thank you for everything, thank you so much
No matter where you are, I’m grateful to you
Far away far away
Even if we’re far apart, no matter how much time goes by
The memories of the days we spent together
Will never go away
Friends and family and lovers and everyone I’ve ever met
“Thank you!” It’s thanks to you
That I can walk on strongly to tomorrow
Nobody can live alone
Everyone cares for each other
When we don’t understand something, we talk it out
I want to laugh with you, so hard that I have to hold my stomach
So why do we put each other down like this sometimes
Without realise how much we hurt each other?
I like you so much it’s ridiculous
Embarassing but true
This is a rhapsody full of the emotion I feel every day
For the people who have always supported me
Let my appreciation reach you
Thank you for everything, thank you so much
No matter where you are, I’m grateful to you
Surely everyone’s strangely shy about looking someone in the face
We can barely put it into words, barely say it
Though we really want to
Something gets in the way and we end up pretending to be strong
Just come out and say it sometimes
Words hold a mysterious power
It’s a simple thing to do, start with yourself, surely you can do it…
Turn around and I’ll be there
Just forever, like you were there for me…
This is a rhapsody full of the emotion I feel every day
For the people who have always supported me
Let my appreciation reach you
Thank you for everything, thank you so much
No matter where you are, I’m grateful to you
This is a rhapsody full of the emotion I feel every day
For the people who have always supported me
Let my appreciation reach you
Thank you for everything, thank you so much
No matter where you are, I’m grateful to you
run away from everything i know and go somewhere… yea that’s a ridiculous idea… but i mean i’m sick and tired of my life… I just want to head out and live somewhere else. I want to forget everything in my life. maybe that’s why my memory is horrible… i just want to forget. i’m sick of everything and myself included. why is life so friken depressing. I want someone to talk to that won’t criticize me all the time, that understands me. but even that is not going to happen unless i am better at explaining things. I wanna talk to people, really, it’s just that many people judge people so much… and i guess i have this fear of being considered “weird”. aww im crying now…my tears are burning my eyes
OF BOREDOM AND LONELINESS… :( what sucks is that when i talk i can’t explain anything, and so people don’t like to talk to me. aww i need to do a better job on that. life is so dull right now… that i wanna go and jump off a stairstep…
I ask myself, WHO AM I? What is my purpose in life? theres six billion people in the world and thats like so crazy. I’m basically like nothing. yet I’m Something. I could die tomorrow, or get cancer, or somehow win a billion dollars. I wonder why I am who i am. Ahh… Life is so weird, end of story. for now… I wonder why i blog stuff like this. i guess i blog because of wanting to show others what i think about. but that too is meaningless because i can’t explain anything well either. I’m not much of a writer, ahh… LIFE IS LONG TERM… or is it SHORT? I sit here typing and listening to BARCELONA and thinking about typing lkjfalkfs… AWW… Sometimes i feel selfish, And i feel like a BABO, why am i writing? typing? whatever, no one cares. WHY AM I ALIVE? GOD WHERE ARE YOU? WHAT AM I DOING? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IN THIS WORLD that is full of nothing… WHAT I WANT IS ________. WHAT DO I WANT? I guess this is what makes people who they are. What they want is one. their personality, which can change from time to time, I’m not making any sense… slkfdsaldfhwahfweh2309ru20934riwjnd faspoduf jnsmfg lsefkdsaldjg asrfjbsdjkbg zfmvdsmfilAFND ASKDFLJAKDSFNV
I hate how everything i talk about is meaningless, i end up going nowhere with my conversation, and it kills me. I try to make it meaningful but it goes nowhere. why can’t i explain things?
Raining like a summer monsoon in the month of June, so I’m making rhymes to pass away the time, listening to the rain, pitter-patter, pitter-patter, each one making it’s own sound in the chorus of winds, each drop wondering where it will land, if it will save the life of a plant, or hit the dead end concrete and be washed away into a stream, each one is wishing to save a life, to make the difference for a plant, the raindrop has hope in the winds to direct its path in the right way. It dreams of nourishing the plant and keeping it strong and happy, bearing fruit and giving freely to the animals, and wants to contribute all of its power on making a difference for the earth around. ( Guess what this is talking about metaphorically? )
The Struggle, The Search, The Cure.
I’m crying out to the sky,
To the dark clouds that cry,
wondering why,
wondering why,
Do the people sigh?
Is it because of their anxiety?
That’s fixed in the blood and skin of society?
What should we do about this infection?
That leaves us dry with no affection.
Let’s try and search for the answer
That will end this deadly cancer
So let’s Search in
And search out
Until Peace and truth is about.
But All this greed
makes people need
Useless things
that make them look like kings
while the peasants crave
for the next save
because their diet
had caused a riot
at the Hyatt
when it was dark quiet
while people with minimum wage
are in the ice age
lost in the bitter ice
waiting for a device
that brings them higher
toward their desire
to be free from the struggle
so that they won’t juggle
their dreams
into the shallow streams
of never-ending stress
that engulfs their success
into a no light box
that only a fox
can break into
and have a clue
to what is lost
in the icy frost
of this dying culture
waiting to be eaten by the vulture.
